Nicole Speaks

People are making fraudulent disputes against my account, costing me money. This is unacceptable for obvious reasons, especially when I have proof that you have downloaded the files you’ve purchased. For that reason, I will no longer be offering custom files and if this continues, I will take this site offline altogether and you will only be able to purchase files at the full price on Clips4Sale.

You’ve heard the whispers. The tales of a mysterious elixir that, when swallowed, will make you small—you’ve even heard that it might transform you into a helpless little baby but you’re not sure if you really believe that. Those who speak of it do so in hushed tones, like it’s a secret no one should share, yet everyone seems to know about it.

Truth is often stranger than fiction, though and when you find yourself in Nikki’s Apothecary, holding the vial of green elixir in your hand, the outcome is far more intense than you might have anticipated. You find yourself regressed completely, mind fuzzy, all of your adult cares and concerns long forgotten as Nicole diapers you, feeds you baby formula and keeps you as her very own silly dumb little baby.

(Due to popular request, this file has layered voices in the background but no music.)

You’re gonna need em! This session quite literally demands that you wear diapers. Babies *must* wear diapers, after all. I’ve been having fun playing around with vocals and layers and adding in some music as well. The script is more like some of my older scripts, very nurturing, a little and humiliating, playful and teasing. I look forward to hearing what you think of this one.

I’ve gotten a few emails regarding the Discord and I just really want to be very, very clear. I am not now nor was I ever mad at anyone when I made the decision to shut things down. Honestly, it came down to several things. A lot of it had to do with having no way to know who was coming in or out, who was lurking or why and feeling very much like some people wanted to be there, not so they could be part of the community itself but so they could have access specifically to me.

I am an extremely shy person. I don’t like being the center of attention. Weird, huh? Why would someone so shy and reserved ever choose to become a content creator? I’m pretty much always the center of attention. But when I’m making files, its different. I can express my creativity without feeling like I’m under a microscope. Trying to run a Discord server where no one really speaks unless I say something first very much makes it feel like I’m the center of the action and all eyes are on me.

After my account was briefly hacked, there were security concerns as well and that’s perfectly understandable too! I wanted everyone to feel safe and comfortable but it seems like the only way to really do that is to put things behind a paywall. When you do that, people are less eager to join. It becomes a catch 22. Do you want to be exclusive or inclusive?

I am not against the idea of having a community or place for folks to gather and chat. I am against being the center of attention or the focal point of that chat. If there’s a way to keep things safe and fun for everyone, I’m all ears. Otherwise, please just know that I wasn’t upset at anybody and I didn’t mean to hurt anyone’s feelings either. I love you all. Thank you for making my little corner of the internet a fun and happy place to be.

For all my little loves~

You asked for more sessions with layered vocal tracks and I listened! Just in time for Valentine’s Day, this session heavily focuses on feeling safe and small and loved as I guide you down into a mental space of deep trance state of regression, vulnerability, obedience and comfort.

Although not required, I do recommend the use of stereo headphones to get the most benefits out of this audio as the sound is meant to be different in the left and the right. Diaper training and wetting are strongly suggested throughout this session.

I know this is going to be asked about and it probably feels unfair to at least someone but I made the difficult decision to shut down the Discord/Blanket Fort today and I will not be logging into that Discord account nor will I be attempting to create another community environment again. I’ve tried this multiple times now … In the past I’ve tried things like requesting payment for access thinking that would encourage people to be more active within the community and that just resulted in people being reluctant to join at all so this time I made it freely open to anyone who wanted to join and what I ended up with was a server of 60+ ghosts. It was honestly becoming stressful for me to try to drum up engagement and make folks feel welcome.

Edited because I’m doing 500 things at once and published too quickly on accident. LOL

For a brief time, people were actually active and it was fun but to log in and see so many people just lurking felt more and more discouraging. I knew if I said, hey if this doesn’t change I’m gonna walk away, it would liven up for a week or so but it would die down again because you can’t force people to engage and I don’t want to make anyone feel obligated or bad about not being active, you know? I just don’t think this was meant to be and that’s okay! I will continue to make files and I hope you all continue to enjoy them!

One final edit to mention …

Something else that deeply concerned me was the fact that I couldn’t age verify anyone who joined that server. Because it was completely free to join, absolutely anyone could join. Anyone can look at this website but you have to be an adult or have the permission of an adult to gain access to a credit card and purchase my files. I am in complete control of what gets published here, whereas in that server I didn’t have that control. Someone could have joined and posted absolutely anything at all while I was asleep or at work or at school and until I logged in and was able to remove that content and remove them, what could be done about it? Having so many lurkers made me feel like it wasn’t a community at all and it could turn into something ugly very quickly.

Ultimately, I want to create a space where people can escape from the ugliness of the world for awhile. There’s so much out there that feels big and overwhelming. I am sorry to anyone who feels sad or hurt by my decision today but please know that I am not abandoning you.

With several layers of vocal tracks including whispers on both the left and right sides, I highly suggest listening to this session with stereo headphones for the best experience. This file is definitely different than my usual style but if you’re a fan of some of my earliest work, you might recognize some of the influence peeking through. If you like this, please let me know because I may do more like this in the future. I actually sat here listening to this one for about an hour, just getting lost in the sound before I finally remembered I needed to share it with the world!

I’m sure I’ve probably missed at least one person’s birthday this year but! This file is fun because you can listen to it on your birthday regardless of when that might be! The idea was suggested in the Discord Blanket Fort so if you have you own ideas, you should definitely join, let me know you if you’re a baby girl or a baby boy and you can share your own suggestions in the Baby Brain Dump!

Its your birthday but instead of being excited, you’re feeling depressed. The stress and weight of adult responsibilities are weighing heavily upon you this year and no one seems to care … No one, that is, except your friend Nicole. She shows up at your desk with a surprise gift but insists you wait to open it until you get home. Seems simple enough right?

Of course, you can’t wait to take a peek and that’s when the shenanigans ensue. You find yourself regressing in the employee bathroom where anyone could walk in and find you. FORTUNATELY Nicole knows you well enough to check on you before someone else does but if you want to know what happens next, you’ll have to listen for yourself.

I have removed PayPal for now because it seems to be confusing people and causing issues with payment and downloads. I apologize for any inconvenience.

In this session, you embark on a soul-soothing hike deep into the woods, hoping to escape the relentless grind of adult life. The tranquility of the forest wraps around you like a comforting embrace, and you lose yourself in its peaceful solitude. But as the hours pass, hunger begins to gnaw at you, and your thoughts wander to the wild bounty the forest might offer. After a brief search, you stumble upon a patch of mushrooms. With a mixture of curiosity and hunger, you eat them, unaware of the strange and dangerous magic they possess.

What happens next is beyond your wildest imaginings. Your body undergoes a startling transformation, and when you awaken, you find yourself in an unfamiliar, serene room—your once strong and capable body now feels small, weak, and utterly helpless, as though you’re a baby trapped in a helpless adult’s body.

This is the first in a series. Lets see how deep this rabbit hole goes~