With several layers of vocal tracks including whispers on both the left and right sides, I highly suggest listening to this session with stereo headphones for the best experience. This file is definitely different than my usual style but if you’re a fan of some of my earliest work, you might recognize some of the influence peeking through. If you like this, please let me know because I may do more like this in the future. I actually sat here listening to this one for about an hour, just getting lost in the sound before I finally remembered I needed to share it with the world!
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by American AuPair
I know this is going to be asked about and it probably feels unfair to at least someone but I…
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I know this is going to be asked about and it probably feels unfair to at least someone but I made the difficult decision to shut down the Discord/Blanket Fort today and I will not be logging into that Discord account nor will I be attempting to create another community environment again. I've tried this multiple times now ... In the past I've tried things like requesting payment for access thinking that would encourage people to be more active within the community and that just resulted in people being reluctant to join at all so this time I made it freely open to anyone who wanted to join and what I ended up with was a server of 60+ ghosts. It was honestly becoming stressful for me to try to drum up engagement and make folks feel welcome.
Edited because I'm doing 500 things at once and published too quickly on accident. LOL
For a brief time, people were actually active and it was fun but to log in and see so many people just lurking felt more and more discouraging. I knew if I said, hey if this doesn't change I'm gonna walk away, it would liven up for a week or so but it would die down again because you can't force people to engage and I don't want to make anyone feel obligated or bad about not being active, you know? I just don't think this was meant to be and that's okay! I will continue to make files and I hope you all continue to enjoy them!
One final edit to mention ...
Something else that deeply concerned me was the fact that I couldn't age verify anyone who joined that server. Because it was completely free to join, absolutely anyone could join. Anyone can look at this website but you have to be an adult or have the permission of an adult to gain access to a credit card and purchase my files. I am in complete control of what gets published here, whereas in that server I didn't have that control. Someone could have joined and posted absolutely anything at all while I was asleep or at work or at school and until I logged in and was able to remove that content and remove them, what could be done about it? Having so many lurkers made me feel like it wasn't a community at all and it could turn into something ugly very quickly.
Ultimately, I want to create a space where people can escape from the ugliness of the world for awhile. There's so much out there that feels big and overwhelming. I am sorry to anyone who feels sad or hurt by my decision today but please know that I am not abandoning you. Continue Reading
Birthday Regression~
by American AuPair
I'm sure I've probably missed at least one person's birthday this year but! This file is fun because you can…
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I'm sure I've probably missed at least one person's birthday this year but! This file is fun because you can listen to it on your birthday regardless of when that might be! The idea was suggested in the Discord Blanket Fort so if you have you own ideas, you should definitely join, let me know you if you're a baby girl or a baby boy and you can share your own suggestions in the Baby Brain Dump!
Payment Options Updated
by American AuPair
I have removed PayPal for now because it seems to be confusing people and causing issues with payment and downloads.…
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I have removed PayPal for now because it seems to be confusing people and causing issues with payment and downloads. I apologize for any inconvenience. Continue Reading
Magic Mushrooms~
by American AuPair
In this session, you embark on a soul-soothing hike deep into the woods, hoping to escape the relentless grind of…
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