New Beginnings

This is the archived welcome page from December 2020~

Welcome to what I hope will become a new and improved space for our growing little community. (Pun fully intended?) So, I made the big announcement and I can see some of y’all are already coming over and how exciting is that? Very! Yes!

Oh my gosh. So much is going on. 2020 has been quite the year. I have been through so many changes and I am sure so have some of you. I am still not 100% certain what I want to do with this space. I feel like I outgrew what I was doing on C4S and HN and I wanted to take things in a different direction so I’m starting over with the new year!

But this has never been *just* about me so I invite you to use the comments of this post to let me know what you would like to see on this site in 2021. Please register with the site but do be anonymous (create a screen name) to protect your real life identities!

The rules are as follows:

18+ only. While I do not combine sexual stimulation/gratification with “little space” or age regression hypnosis, this is still an adults only area of the internet. You will need to be 18+ to purchase the content so please be 18+ when you interact.

No “adult” stuff. This includes masturbation, cuckolding, breastfeeding, etc. I know I delved into some of that a little bit on C4S/HN and ultimately it made me feel uncomfortable. I’ve decided that I will not do any of that moving forward. If sexual gratification or stimulation is something that you need from a Care Giver in your relationships, that’s fine but its not something I do here.

No scat, blood, zoophilia, vomiting or snuff. (I’m squicky!) Oh and the quickest way to be removed from my space is to violate someone else’s boundaries so just be good to one another, okay? Okay!

Also, you may notice … I’m no longer going by Mommy. Why?! Well, basically everywhere on the internet (payment processors, man, what a drag) have decided that “Mommy” is no longer an okay word. So I’m going to be an Au Pair. Because its more fun to say than Nanny or Babysitter. Makes me feel fancy~

Here are some of my ideas of what I might try to do here …

Coloring pages! (I’m an artist but I know of you like to draw as well, maybe we could even make our own printable coloring book to share?!)

More bedtime stories. (I need to reupload The Velveteen Rabbit but if you have some other favorites you’d like me to read for you all, let me know!)

Age regression hypnosis for various ages–This is something I’ve had requested but wasn’t really sure what to do with. I could use feedback from you on this one! I know there are a lot of you who like diapers but what else do you like? What else would you want to experience with age regression hypnosis? Please be specific! The more detail, the better chances you have of getting what you want.

Anyway, enough from me for now. Please don’t be shy. The comments are open to you. I look forward to hearing what you have to say.

♡ Nicole~

25 thoughts on “New Beginnings

  1. poohbearbaby says:

    i love hypnosis where can regress back to a complete baby in ever-way. Diaper , not know how talk and, walk etc.

    • American Au Pair says:

      Speech restrictions are one of my favorites. These are some really good ideas. I’ll keep this in mind. Thank you sweetie!

  2. Lily says:

    Glad to see the site is up and to hear of your plans for the new year~ As for ideas, maybe some ASMR audio files, or ones that could be used as backing for while sleeping in tandem with training files?

    • American Au Pair says:

      I *love* listening to ASMR but I feel so intimidated about making it with my two crazy animals. I’ll have to try to figure out a way to create a space where they don’t make so much noise. Or maybe include them somehow. lol Puppy and kitty ASMR! Hmm.

  3. abaprilshowers says:

    Firstly, yaay glad you are back 🙂 I loved the velveteen rabbit, so more bedtime stories would be wonderful. Alice in Wonderland would be good 🙂

    I also really liked your hypnosis files that really took me way down like the brainwash file I found worked very well. File wise I liked how much you obviously care about little space and the relaxing way in which you guide us there 🙂

    Ooh a colouring book would be so much fun to create, enjoyed the interaction on your discord with your art and others.

    Honestly just a little bit overjoyed that you are creating again and to know you are safe and well 🙂

    Look forward to whatever comes of it.

    • American Au Pair says:

      Thank you! I needed a little break and time to think about what I wanted to do next.

      I do care, very much about all of you.I’m really glad you noticed that. Means a lot to me. I miss the Discord as well! I want to bring it back but I need to make sure if I do we can keep minors out and keep it fun and interactive. IDK. We’ll have to work on it maybe.

  4. J says:

    Glad you are back!

    I would love to see a files about soft toys (stuffies, plushies, teddies)! It could be a file where an au pair regressed some poor college boy or girl who came back from college by teasing them with there own childhood teddy bear.

    For myself I have an owl plushy which really helps put me in a little space when I hug it. A big plush toy that is almost as big as you really make me feel small and toddler-ish.

    Thanks for creating this site, looking forward to 2021 now more than ever!

  5. Flowstate says:

    Nice that we won’t have to miss you. I’d love some more hypnotic sessions especially focused on achieving goals such as becoming more babyish and maybe some helpful triggers and training to adjust behavior *idea immobilized for diaper changes * (also triggers that can be useful to partners and caregivers) . I’d would also love a session to involve lots of sweet voice baby talk ,praise and belittling. I love you’re sweet soft praising voice

  6. Quinn says:

    I’m kinda glad you’re stepping away from the “adult” stuff with your new files~ Honestly, sexual stuff takes me out of my little headspace.. I yearn for hypnosis to work for me, I’d love to *really* regress and have trouble with bigger words or big kid stuff like math, plus I have a mommy that I love very much and hearing someone else call themselves my mommy has always been a little off for me. I’d like to see more toddler-y content! Where the goal isnt to be a mindless totally helpless baby that can’t do anything but rather a slightly older toddler with a limited but more varied level of vocabulary, accident struggles instead of being totally incontinent.. I feel like it’s much more fun that way~

  7. Princess says:

    Omg! Can’t wait to experience your new content SOO EXCITED I GOTS THE WIGGLES! 🥰… I don’t wanna be rude, but umm are you implying that referring to you as mommy makes you uncomfortable? If so What should well we be referring to our most lovely favoritist lady now 😊???

    As for me I’d like to see some MP4 videos that take the experience to the next lvl of immersion, perhaps spirals and or visual aspects of the pertaining file, nursery/ Nurturing/ relaxing images… an if your comfortable I’m sure we would all love to se your lovely face or perhaps an avatar??? the sensory deprivation of your VR file really took me by surprise and to another lvl… personally I didn’t know I had a shrinking fetish until you touched on it I’d love to experience that aspect incorporated with forced age regression. Love love love any thing super girly soft an feminine 🥰

    Soo super excited 😜
    I hope you a have a wonderful holidays

    Much love and support

  8. Princess says:

    May I add a bit of really personal stuff… I was abused from 4-14 years old, and experience some abandonment issues from the mother figures throughout my life, I had 5 different step moms none trustworthy or stable thanks dad…but my deepest memories of my real mom are of her standing at the front door leaving in a yellow sun dress… as I wailed for her to not leave me… and yes I’m in therapy… so I feel I really crave what I didn’t get to experience or was denied, that stable unconditional love an affection, not sure if you could imply that foundation or something like that into your files… I flourish and are drawn to those overtly soft cuddly safe stable environments…

  9. bbpwdrgrl says:

    Bonjour Au Pair! Very grateful for your work over the past several years. And now to find you here?! I’m looking forward to what you foster with TTBL. I find my reprieve in hypnosis. You routinely provide a much needed space that I’m just not able to enjoy in waking life. As a father, as a partner who can’t seem to integrate my little fantasies into a healthy functional, mutually fulfilling sex-life…Finding time to regress, and become babyish, is almost supernatural at this point in life. Not to mention the expense of this lifestyle.

    What I mean to say is that I find your voice very absorbing and awaken from hypnotic sessions feeling satisfaction. Thank you.

    I’m wondering if you could create a file that entertains “dream-states?” I’ve awoken some days from the most exquisite diaper dreams, and its such a bummer I have trouble accessing that dream more regularly. It would be extraordinary to awaken in my dreams each night as a baby. Could hypnosis help with this?

    Thanks Again.

  10. A different shadow says:

    I’ve tried and enjoyed a few clips from your collection, i realise that i am somewhat diffrent from a large majority of your fanbase as i am into forced age regression and permanent physical transformation in a sexual way much alike the stories of Jennifer Loraine. I think it could work really really well with your incrediable performances and the experience you already have gained from the much alike area. I dont want to intrude or change anything about this great community of yours, but I would personally would love to experience just one recording revolving around this. I know that it might be too much to ask, and therefore i totally understand if you would never choose to make such a recording, but if you do i would deeply appreciate it.

    Best regards

    • American Au Pair says:

      I’m really glad you’re enjoying my files and hope you continue to do so, however forced and sexual scenarios cross my own personal boundaries. This isn’t that sort of space and I’m not that kind of domme.

  11. James Lloyd says:

    Hi Nicole Mommy ❤️ I would like to say you have a beautiful voice it reminds me of my mother she sing song about cow boy baby song .hear your voice may me feel like I was in your arms and being rock like a baby my new mommy song so sweet and of you love making me so happy and excited I just wanted to say thank you ❤️💕😘 it makes me feel like crying 😭 so beautiful voice love it.

    • American Au Pair says:

      Aw, thank you so much. I think I’ve only sung on one of my files so far but maybe I’ll have to do that again sometime if it comforts you!

  12. Christian Häuser says:

    Hi
    I just wanted to say that I just love your work. It’s really nice to relax after a long day. And you taught me regression 👍, thank you for that.
    I just find that I think about your suggestions way to much. I don’t know if you could do file about it. I can’t imagine being the only one that finds it difficult to not think about something you want soooo much

  13. Joseph baby says:

    New options could be:
    Self trigger to become a baby or toddler.
    Incontinence only when wearing diapers

    The ‘Perfect and safe control panel’. We can set the options of being incontinent, bedwetting, daywetting and messing. i.e. not being incontinent when at a meeting, etc.

    Sleeping as a 4 year old preschooler. Easy to fall asleep, dreams recall, lose inhibitions. But NO incontinence.

    ‘Positive brainwashing’. Regressed to a 2 years old baby and receive positive suggestions about health, eternal youth/puberty, attract wealth, etc. Long telomeres, ADN to the original state when born.

    Baby spirituality. Combine the wisdom of the adult and the open chackras with the forgotten connection with God when we were babies.

    Anal naughtiness pleasure. Feel happy to deliberate and easily mess our diapers.

  14. Wizzie says:

    How about one that makes you forget how to read, if that is possible. I haven’t seen something like that anywhere yet. After all little ones can’t read, let alone understand what is written there XD.
    Another facet of regression I haven’t seen yet is regressing sexually (so to speak). Just going back and forgetting about all that things sounds so nice.
    Keep up the nice work

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